So I was listening to The Bible Experience today on the subway, because listening to the Bible is one of the only ways that I can stay sane after a day of teaching high school math in South Philly. I was listening to the book of Esther while staring blankly at the blur of subway platforms when I was unexpectedly hit with a verse. At this point, Xerxes (the king of Persia) has issued a decree to wipe out the Jewish people across the empire, but little does he know that his lovely new bride (Esther) is a Jew. Her cousin Mordecai sends her word, begging her to use her position in the palace to save her people. When she initially refuses out of fear of the wrath of the king, Mordecai responds with this…
12 When Esther’s words were reported to Mordecai, 13 he sent back this answer: “Do not think that because you are in the king’s house you alone of all the Jews will escape. 14 For if you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father’s family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to royal position for such a time as this?”
How humbling is that?
He basically said, “You are in the best position to save your people, but honestly, God doesn’t need you if He wants to save the Jews”.
I don’t know about you, but I’m usually pretty convinced that the task of saving the world is basically on my shoulders. I’ve spent untold amounts of time spurring people on to transforming the world around us with the prevailing undertone that we are pretty important. As if the ultimate success or failure of the renewal of creation hinges on how well I help to usher it in. I’ve been thinking a lot since my ride home about my place in Christ’s redemptive work.
If I stop doing what I’m doing, run away to the mountains, and never see another human being again, could God still be as successful on Earth? Of course He could. If every Christian on Earth decided to stop doing what they should be doing, would God’s plan come crashing down? Not a chance. He would find a way. When the religious leaders told Jesus to make his disciples stop singing His praises, He responded by saying, “If they remain silent, the rocks themselves will cry out!”
I don’t really have a lot to say about this point because it is one of those ideas that is best left simmering in your mind for a long time like a good pot of chili instead of being carefully dissected and parsed. Basically, I want to see the mission of God a little differently. It’s so easy to see it like a riot that gains strength and momentum as more people join and get excited about the cause, but that’s not how it works. The kingdom of God is progressing like a tidal wave. Ultimately, we can neither add nor subtract to it, but we have the choice to either ride the wave to its fruition, or stand opposed to it and eventually be destroyed by it. God is in charge of renewing all creation, and I’m more or less just along for the ride. There is something incredibly comforting about that thought. God is sovereign over everything, and sometimes I just need to be reminded of that.
